I want to kill myself because people keep hating me and they keep bullying everywhere and they keep making me suicidal because they are always targeting me and no one else. That's not fair. I don't understand why. I don't like people because they bully me and treat me poorly and it makes me suicidal. They don't care about me and they target me more than my sisters and it makes me suicidal then. Everyone hates me. Even my own mom does. It makes me want to kill myself. Everyone wants me to die and they make me suicidal when they diagnose me and blame a mental illness that makes me want to kill them and kill myself. I want to blow their head off. I hate people and I want to slaughter them like animals because they bother me. I want to kill them all. I want to beat them up for hating my behavior and for complaining about my behavior. I want to kill people for being sexual with me and I want to kill people for thinking I am cute and beautiful. I want to kill them for bothering me.